After eight long months, I can finally say: I’M DONE WITH ACCUTANE! If you’ve been following along my journey, you’ll know why I decided to take Accutane (or Zenatane, to be more specific) for my mild but persistent acne, and how I felt about it a few months into the experience. I had originally filmed a seven-month update, but for some reason, it got flagged on YouTube. Say what? *shrugs* Who knows? Anyway, I am so glad I finally got around to filming and uploading my final thoughts on the whole process! I was on the prescription from May-December 2014, even though I was originally supposed to take it for about six months. The two additional months were necessary, however, and I’m glad I stuck with it.
Though to most people around me, the results are not all that noticeable, to me, they are definitely significant. I can’t believe that not even a year ago, I had cystic-like acne, especially on my chin, and blemishes that never really seemed to go away no matter what I tried. No amount of makeup seemed to make a difference. I only wish I hadn’t waited so long to give Isotretinoin a try. Of course, it’s certainly not for everyone, but for me, it was a good and worthwhile treatment.
Fingers crossed that for the long-term, this treatment continues to be a more permanent solution. I know I’ll still have blemishes here and there and that I can still work on improving the quality of my skin, but CHEERS for overall clear skin and confidence! Thank you to all who stuck around and supported me through the long (and annoying) process.
As I pursue some new creative ventures this year, I have been spending a lot of time talking with bloggers and creativepreneurs about their individual questions, struggles, passions, and goals. It has been inspiring to hear the amazing things people want to accomplish, but also enlightening to understand what obstacles they face and what information they want to know more about (and definitely lets me know that I’m not alone in my own struggles!). One of my goals in 2015 is to better serve these bloggers and creatives and you’ll be hearing more about this as we move forward. But in order to do this, I need to know more.
Here’s where you come in, my dear readers and friends.
I put together a quick, but very useful survey that will help me better understand what kind of tools and information you are seeking to pursue your creative goals, big and small. The more feedback I receive, the better I can learn from you!
If you have a minute or two, would you click here to fill out this questionnaire for me? As a thank you for your efforts, I will be choosing one survey participant to win a $10 gift card to the store of his or her choice! I’ll be selecting a winner on Tuesday, January 13th.
Thank you so much in advance for your help! Also, thanks so much for your patience as I make some changes around these parts :)
Happy New Year, everyone! I hope that, upon reflection, you have much to celebrate and be grateful for! I know I spoke on this last year, but even though January 1st is not a special day, there’s something about the changing of the years that is especially powerful. Personally, I have felt in a bit of a lazy slump this past December. Work has been really slow (for good reason) and that has permeated into my personal work ethic and I wasn’t enjoying it. Somehow, magically, after December 25th, a spark has reignited in me and I caught the New Year’s Bug. Combining that rediscovered ambition with witnessing motivational change within others and I am ablaze with excitement for 2015.
I haven’t had too much motivation to write on The Modern Austen as of late, which I addressed recently, but I did want to take some time to reflect upon this year. I wasn’t really feeling up to creating a solid round-up post, so when I came across Lisa’s A New Year for a New You annual review series on Market Your Creativity, I thought it would be a perfect way to reflect upon the year in a unique way. I won’t be answering all seven days of her questions, so I just selected the first group to address. I’d love to hear your own responses to these questions in either the comments or in your own post. Be sure to link to Market Your Creativity if you do!
Looking Back at 2014
- Was time very well spent this year?
In many ways, yes. I felt like I was in a complete standstill the first few months of 2014, but the choices I made and actions I took were instrumental in setting up the series of events to follow. As soon as I moved back to Pittsburgh, I pounded the pavement and truly hustled. There were times, of course, when I was lazy and procrastinated, but I like to think that I also spent many moments feeling content and relaxed. Towards the end of the year, I definitely got into a slump and look forward to being more structured and intentional with my time.
- Was money very well spent this year?
I saved and spent a lot of money this year. I am extremely fortunate to have had parents who were willing to take me back in when I made a leap of faith, which has allowed me to save a great deal of money and recover from the loss of the previous year. With a new MacBook Pro, iPhone 6, and Christmas gifts, I also spent a great deal as well. I was able to take a look at my net worth, however, and I am very pleased with my progress thus far. I anticipate some important investments for my new blogging ventures in 2015 as well as the opportunity to move out again, so I will need to be better at budgeting moving forward.
- What are your favorite memories of 2014?
I have to say, 2014 was a year for the books. So many amazing things happened. Sobbing with joy on my drive home (super safe) after getting a job offer, going to the beach with my whole extended family, traveling for work, accepting various blog opportunities, discovering my passion for swing dancing, making some really incredible friends, getting involved with Levo League, and reclaiming (and refocusing) my life have all filled my heart.
- What did you accomplish or complete this year?
I completely and successfully switched careers, moved back to the city I love, reached the largest audience on TMA thus far, traveled to two new cities (Chicago and Dallas), and decided to make a big change for the blog next year.
- Did you make any progress on long-term goals?
Looking back on my reflection post from last year, I remembered that my only true goal was to make progress. And man, did I crush this goal. I’m in a totally different (and happier) place now than I was then and it’s all because of progress.
- What felt successful about the year, as a whole?
The tangible evidence of successes are very nice and rewarding, but how I feel–about myself, about the future, about my family and friends, about my career, about blogging–is most noteworthy. I feel amazing and proud of how far I’ve come emotionally and mentally.
- Did you overcome any obstacles or mental blocks this year?
Absolutely. Perhaps my lowest moment of 2014 came early on when I felt overwhelmingly defeated and suffocated, like I could never get out of this spiral I had found myself in. But, with the help and encouragement of my family and friends, I pushed through and persevered. It was crucial that I did something–I made a change or completed a task–to overcome this roadblock.
- What did you learn about yourself after all that happened in 2014?
Oh, this is deep. Let me think…I learned that I am stronger than I ever thought possible;
I’m more courageous than I’ve ever been before;
I have big dreams that don’t seem entirely out-of-reach;
I don’t have time or energy for people or places that don’t fill me up positively;
I need to stop being so careful (and worried) about how I might be received online as it can stifle my voice;
I need to continue to let go of things that aren’t fulfilling a purpose or serving me well;
I am not defined by my career (none of us are!);
I know what I want and need in a relationship.
…Among so many other things!
- Who nurtured or supported you most this year?
My parents saved me this year and have been my biggest supporters through everything. I discovered who my truest friends were because they supported me no matter what and genuinely cared. A few of my blog friends have gone out of their way to express their support, whether via email or comments or social media, and every single message helped to build me back up.
- Who did you enjoy nurturing and supporting?
My mom, Ashlie, Brigid, blog friends, and a few other special individuals :)
Here’s what I know to be true as a result of 2014:
- Plans never go according to plan (and that’s okay).
- Family is everything.
- Overcoming the fear and anxiety of going solo to pursue an activity you’ve always wanted to do always pays off.
- You are in charge of your happiness.
Here’s to 2015! Can’t wait to see what is in store!